Hurt and Regrets

I sat alone at a dark corner

I let the icy darkness engulf my soul

I let the icy daggers pierce through my heart

I let my tears roll down my cheeks uncontrollably

Tired, I lay on my bedroom floor

Staring at the fan hanging on my ceiling

Wondering if I would ever be forgiven

For the damage I created

If only I could turn back time

And repair the destruction I did

As I sat alone at the corner

I watch people move past me

They're all moving on their own terms

They fall and get hurt

But they stand up and move forward

Why can't I do the same?

I regret the things I did

She was always there for me

But always I took her for granted

And for that I feel sorry

And when hot tears sprang

From her beautiful eyes that dreaded day

I never meant to hurt her

How I wish to hold her

How I wish to apologise

Why?

Why did he hurt me like this?

What did I do to deserve this?

What did I do...

Every time I ask myself

Why oh why did he puncture my heart?

Sitting at the dark corner

I let my lets flow and flow

My emotion were like a fast flowing river

My tears were like an endless waterfall

I lie awake on my bedroom floor

Thoughts kept floating in my mind

Thoughts of her kept appearing

Even though how much I resisted

I can't live in denial enymore

It's too painful, too tiring

All I know now is that I love her

The truth is I want her

But that deep cut I left in her heart...

Will she ever forgive me?

Will you ever forgive me, my love?

Love doesn't always end up the way you want it to, you get hurt and you get regrets




Don't know why I love to write poetry, I just love it.